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Thank You
My tears threaten to carve a path across my cheeks.
I can feel the tightness in my chest begin.
Just in the nick of time, you save me.
The scent of the perfume from you lingers.
Before the tears comes a smile.
Someone special, far away, cares.
A horrible friend wrapped in my own misery... that's me.
So much time given to my darkness, I neglect you.
My friend, are you warm in the light?
Do you need a shoulder, an ear, or someone to listen?
The tears are blurring my vision.
My earring, cold against my neck, halts them for a minute.
That is you again, helping without being here.
These tiny, precious earrings remind me someone is there.
I'm whispering these words to you my friend.
How thankful I am to have met such a special soul.
In all my darkness there is a shining light.
I am forever grateful that light is you.
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I lost count of the times and reasons.
Now I just accept that it happens.
It is part of me,
A bigger part than in most people.
The tears just fall and now I let them.
I used to hide and only cry when alone,
Only when my children couldn't see,
When there was no one to ask questions-
Ones I did not want to or simply could not answer.
That was easier.
The only one hurt was me.
Now as I watch I see my children are like me.
I wonder if it's my fault.
Did I pass to them parts of me I'd give anything to save them from?
Has growing up watching me taught them this way?
My son hides his face or runs out of the room.
I tell him it's really okay.
My daughter bottles it all up inside,
Until her dam breaks and tears fall.
This is just how we are,
For better or worse.
Admitting it lets us be free.
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Never Been
Here you are again-
That scent I recognize in an instant
Wraps me up in its blanket.
In the warmth, my heart skips a beat.
You somehow snuck in again-
The smooth tone of your voice
Floating along to land in my ears.
A natural smile takes over my face.
Once more you appear-
My eyes closed for a moment
I still know you.
Your sweet kiss caresses my lips.
One last time-
We share one more beautiful minute
Before reality crashes in and steals my peace.
Your spell fades away as I look to the sky.
Are you out there waiting somewhere,
Thinking of me as I do of you?
One day will this be real?
Just for now, you've never been here...
Never been real.
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First off, Lani is short for Laylani, a nickname given me years ago by someone. It translates to "angel" and it's what I would prefer to go by. Lover by Wearwolfaa

I do a bit of everything:Free Avatar: Fear Me by pjuk
Photography ~ Behind a camera is a safe place to be. Being able to capture a moment and relive it is amazing.

Drawing ~ I love to draw whatever comes to me or my version of a subject I'm given. We only live once so just do what you love and let only you judge you.

Poetry ~ I've written poetry since I was about 15 and been published once. Without my poems, I believe I would be in a crazy house right now. Not all my poetry is bright and happy nor is all dark and sad. One thing all of it is ... honest and part of me.

Digital ~ I have done edits for a server of an online game. I like doing digital work which I learn as I go.
6th sense? by Claire-stamps

Real Family:
:iconno-aengel: My oldest daughter who got me on here Support Smeefs by ThornZfire
:iconharleysan: My son whose autism just makes him more amazing Luv Someone With Autism Stamp by Mirz123

Rules of my life:
Worry So Much stamp by Mirz123
~Music is a necessity. No matter what I'm doing there is always music playing and most times I'm singing along. Singing is part of me. Thankfully I've been told I'm not bad at it.
Addicted To Music - Stamp by JWiesner Music is my lifeline by pjuk Music Inspires Me. by PhysicalMagic
~Coffee is a necessity. It relaxes me & yes I can be found drinking from a fresh pot at 3AM.
Forget the Cup Stamp by Mirz123 Coffee Stamp by CarinaReis stamp :: Cappuccino by sequelle
~ I may have an unusual sense of humor, but if you need someone to talk with you know where to go. My humor is a life defense mechanism.
I don't bite by Fyi-Sus
~I hate spiders. :iconikillitplz: Spideeer by UnicornReality

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For those of you still watching me, the short explanation for why I have been inactive is my children and I have been homeless since May. Some of you know my children from DA as well. We have been trying to find a home and not much else. I am out of ideas.

I hope all of you are well.
  • Playing: pretend inside my head
  • Drinking: coffee ... always


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Aeylan Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the :+fav: :)
Malleni-Stock Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
:pat: Thanks a lot! :+fav:
DiosaEMR Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the :+fav:
appreciate it!
ArHelliS Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch and favBear Emoji-08 (Rolling Love) [V1] 
No-Aengel Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014
:iconyuiwaveplz: Happy birthday Mom!! :iconfukoplz:
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ThornZfire Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
lmao ty
No-Aengel Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014
:iconritsupinappleplz: You're welcome!
SurvivingExtinction Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday you wonderful person! :hug:
ThornZfire Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!
SurvivingExtinction Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You are most welcome. :D
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