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Deviation Actions

Published: Nov 23, 2012

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What is going on here?!
Exactly what is wrong with me?!
This feeling is wrong, but I can't change it.
Actions so wrong, but I can't stop.
Someone save me from myself.
At what price does this happiness come-
My heart?
Trading what for this pleasure-
My soul?
How did it come to this?
I've crossed a line and can't go back,
Not even to save myself.
No reasoning in this insanity.
The truth is right there in that hand.
I don't understand how I saw the sign and knew the deal,
Yet nothing said stop.
When did I lose myself?
I can't believe I'm acting like this.
I know it's crazy and I should know better . . .
Is anything okay?

I'm not sure whether this was written to yell at myself, just plain let out the pain inside me, or so that someone could tell me something to clear the confusion or life... but here it is for you to find your own meaning to.

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